Friends ?

I used to have 3 closest friends but now, I had only one ... Now I realized that one of them are very selfish and self-centered ... If there's any benefits, the person cater to his or her loved's ones ... When they need help, they are seeking me for help .. And I helped them ... So tell me, what is the meaning of friend ? The person is too smart and cunning .. I don't know why when I see the person today, I can feel the hatred in my eyes on the person .. When did I start to hate my best friend ? I'm the one who helped them when they are in deep trouble .. When they are badmouthing other people, why am I the one who are responsible ? The person acts very well in front of us .. Act like an innocent and dumb person but finally, I noticed that the person is actually a very smart person .. The person controls his or her beloved one .. During the month of October, when all of us were put incharge on an event, some problems occur and the person starts to scold and mumbling to me and telling me that one of our group member is wrong and the person want me to settle it ... And I helped the person to settle it fair and square .. End up a period, one of our group member avoided me everytime he sees me passing by .. All because of ? It's all because of the person .. Why am I so stupid ? Why should I trust the person ? Everytime, whenever any problems occur, I would be the one who helped the person and bare all the burdens on my shoulders ? Now I know that FRIENDS ARE MEANT TO BE YOUR ENEMY !